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AHAHAHA [13 Aug 2005|09:41am]
Because you opened this letter, something good will happen to you at approximately 11:52pm. If you don't repost this you'll have bad luck for the next 1152 days.

I love it! theses things make me laugh, now its "approximatley" hahaha thats great.

p.s. just got back from heathers, loads of fun. :)
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[04 Aug 2005|08:56pm]
look at this shit crystal sent me............WTFFFFFFFFFFFF

This photo was taken in a hospital after the patient was in an accident where he was responsible for a young woman's death.

It is said that when you receive this image and do not repost this , the woman will look for you during the night to collect your soul.

People in Laredo, Texas, received this image and did not send it and were killed outside a bar; it looked as if this woman killed them. Send it to five people or the woman will look for you.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!!!! [04 Aug 2005|03:57pm]

so yeah!
*sings happy birthday*

p.s. school blows, but its opkay i have good classes, and its hot as balls.............in an oven.
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piece of shit [28 Jul 2005|05:18pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I talked to dayne today.
I'm really sad and disappointed in myself.
So naturally I feel unimportant and unloved in every sense of it, although Tina did agree to make babies with me in the changing room in a store in the mall *shrugs* I love that gurrrl she makes me laugh!

Who would've know that the happiest part of my single life would've been captured in a 6:07 song played in a place that terrifies me standing next to the person who I really cared for, saying everything I was thinking and making me tear silently, and come to figure out, months down the line,..........the song was not about Jesus, and that is truly was about that night, that moment, that time. When I was happy. That was the most honest point, the point where what ever you said would be forgiven, the point where I could do nothing wrong...except what I did. Kept silent.
I really fucked up with him, now I will never get him, never be where I was with him, he is still with that wretched girl, not going to go to sickles any longer, and the only way I will see him is to be honest with myself, give up Sunday nights. And be terrified that what I would be hearing is true and that I am a complete fuck up.
i had a bowl of kashi cereal (its like rabbit food but better) and recently half of this wrap thing...i feel worthless. and i feel like i'm withering away, i need to eat something but i'm not hungry, i need to lose weight, i keep losing inches b/c i'm building muscle so w/e thats fine. i'm happy with it. i just want someone that will fucking accept me. w/e school starts in a week, i need to go shopping, tina and i are doing it together i believe, yeha i think so. i don't have tomorrow off anymore. fuck i needed that day off.

so yeah, so how was your day today

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THIS IS NO FUCKING JOKE [14 Jun 2005|10:58pm]


go there and look in the gallery, how are they being able to do this??? its ANIMAL FUCKING CRUELITY!!!!!
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SEX [14 Jun 2005|10:02pm]
Yea! Let's hear it for sex!

This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy!

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.
8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.
9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.
10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.
This message has been sent to you for good luck in sex. It has been sent around the world nine times. Now sex has been sent to you. The "Hot Sex Fairy" will visit you within four days of receiving this message, provided you, in turn, send it on.

If you don't, then you will never receive good sex again for the rest of your life. You will eventually become celibate, and your genitals will rot and fall off. This is no joke! Send copies to people you think need sex (who doesn't?). Don't send money, as the fate of your genitals has no price.

Copy and repost, dont reply...thanks.
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[13 Jun 2005|12:02pm]
i played with the nightvision and a lighter last night and i figured i'd show you.
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its really kinda chaotic but its fucking awesome how they turned out.
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need i say more? [23 May 2005|08:49pm]
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[19 Apr 2005|05:11pm]
Chorus concert...where you should be too.
sickles high school auditorium 4/19 7:30 pm
be there

Call my cell for directions.
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[30 Mar 2005|10:12pm]
I leave for Georgia at 6am tomorrow.
I'll be back sometime on Sunday.
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[04 Feb 2005|05:48pm]
i am going to slit someones throat really soon. fucking people piss me off.
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[27 Oct 2004|05:18pm]
i am whoreing..................a community of course!

go there bitches

if nto i shall kill you with my hands..the end
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yo kids! [20 Aug 2004|05:12pm]
go join the raddist community around.

no_self_esteem so seriously kids...go join!
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[14 Aug 2004|02:31pm]
I'M SO EFFING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU ALL! FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!



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i stole it from jessy [25 Jul 2004|10:37pm]
1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

17. Am I loveable?

18. How long have you known me?

19. Describe me in one word.

20. What was your first impression?

21. Do you still think that way about me now?

22. What do you think my weakness is?

23. Do you think I'll get married?

24. If so, with who?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When's the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Have we ever had sex?

34. Do you miss me?

35. Do you think i miss you?

36. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
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yeah so i got arrested...big deal eh? [13 Jul 2004|11:05pm]
-Probable cause

STAUTE: 843.02
CHARGE: obstruction of law enforcement officer

AGENCY REPORT #: 0406789(1) ?



On 7-13-04 at approx 11:15 child services, writer and deputy Zalua were in the process of physically arresting suspects father (Raynaldo) for resisting officer Raynaldo was refusing to submit to arrest and both deputies had to pick the father up and physically handcuff him at that point defendant began screaming at both deputies, coming into close proximity to where the deputies were struggling with non-compliant male./both deputies offered defendant numerous times to “get back” suspect refused still screaming coming with in close proximity to the struggling deputies . suspect cause the deputies to pause cuffing the suspects father and fear for an additional physical confrontation….

HAHAHAHAHAHA THAT IS THE BIGGEST LOAD OF SHT I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!!!!!! I cause old po po’s to “pause” cuffing my dad to cuff me…although he was out the door be I was cuffed.!!!!!!!!! Hahahaha po po’s lie! Buy I must admit I was praying in the car that they wouldn’t find my dad with a felony.
AND! The best part of this…HE DIDN’T READ MY MY RIGHTS!! Which means..i should have never technically been arrested. But w/e my dad wasn’t fined with a felony we both got off on misdemeanor or else I would be all over that. I paid attention in American government. Oh yeah! Thoses cuff are a bitch! I got a bruise from it. But I guess I should tell you what threw me over the edge. The damn cop tells my mothers she a bad mother for not “restraining me” ha so I go ….”are you a mother?” so he’s like ALRIGHT! THAST IT YOU’RE UNDER ARREST!!!. So he cuffed my hand and pulled it behind my back and finished cuffing me…now ask yourself…how could he have done that if she “paused” while cuffing my dad… oh I know. He was out the door. The cops lie ! and the final irony in this is….they were there to “protect” me and Melissa form my dad not to arrest me for “screaming and coming in close proximity” to them. LIES!

So whatever. I go to juvey. Get asked hundred of questions….and this was seriously one of the questions….
- Have you had sex with a man who has had sex with a man?
- Me….”ummmm no”
- Do you enjoy fighting or “get off on fighting”
- Me…”umm no”
- Have you had sex with a man who has had sex with a man while you were drunk or stoned
- Me……”ummm no”
Then we go to bail my dad out. $500 yeah I didn’t have bail. Whats gonna show up on my record if I do this program(which I’m planning on) then it will show an arrest and not a charge which is the important thing. If not I have to go to court and then be charged. But either way my record ill be cleared when I turn 18. so …how was your day to day?

So now I’m drinking wine from france with some sprite as a celebration that one half of my family is out of jail/juvey. Hahahaha.
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[12 Jul 2004|10:44am]
-well so far today i have woken up. gone back to sleep.
-woken up again
-took care of a dog
-went back to sleep
-woke up to take care of another dog
-went back to sleep
-got awaoken to drive my sister to babysit
-came back
-laid down.
-got up
-went on computer.
-read email to see if i was accepted to emofkinhotness
-have like all yeshes so i'm happy but not stamped
-read friends journals
-got bored
-went to kitchen top unload and relaod dishwasher
-then i relized that i shoudl type all this up and shwo you nice people and then finish the kitchen so that i might be able to go to heathers later ang relizing i still haven't showered or changed clothes in like 3 or 4 days even though i don't smell. so yeah if i do anythign else you'll know but i knwo i'm gonna wash my hair. to be continued...
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[07 Jul 2004|03:33pm]
I AM 21% EMO!
21% EMO
Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands...

haha lmao i love it

I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man.

The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about?

I AM 18% GEEK!
18% GEEK
I wanna be a geek. But I'm not. Why would I even want to be one. Do I think it's fun? I should try writting an online test application at 1 am in my underwear

haha that was more than i thought it would be ... *blushes*

I AM 35% GOTH!
35% GOTH
Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my heart I know I am evil, but not on the company's time. I do need to eat.

i don't knwo if these things are right...hmm?

I need to step away from the tie-dye. I smell too good to be a hippie and my dad is probably a cop. Being a hippie is not a fashion craze, man. It was a way of life, in the 60’s, man.

I am not an asshole or a bitch, more like an asshole and bitch target. I have no backbone, and fold at even a slightly insincere look. I need to stop crying, I am such a wuss.

now that one is NOT right... i have no back bone..what a mean thing to say * crys* lol umm no

Evil courses through my blood. Lies and deceit motivate my evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in my doings.


I have some artistic ability, but it is probably a hobby and doesn't drive my life into a dark abysmal hole were I am alone and against the world.

wow ... i should start to smoke and never leave the house if i want a 99% ahhh gotta love goals

I AM 40% SKA!
40% SKA
I know the scene, I've heard the bands, and I am burned out. Well, these things happen. I will now go ahead and go through the same thing with Punk and Emo.

Well, I may have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak.


Most other metal-heads acknowledge my presence, but they laugh at me behind my back. Maybe I need to stop spending all that money on haircuts and invest in a few Pantera T-shirts.

haha i'm done
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[21 Jun 2004|04:48pm]
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[21 Jun 2004|04:17pm]


i just don't understand. i don't knwo if i want to. just because you can doesn't mean you should. i'm looking for somethign that i might never find. somethign rare..i've figured out what i need.but i can't get it. people..if you learn one thing from me its to look at things from every angle possible..and lok at cause and effect

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